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Author: Paul
• Tuesday, July 28th, 2009

Prayer has always been a struggle with me in public settings.  Such a personal and intimate connection with God has always been just that for me, personal and intimate.  Recently I’ve been excited about some future prospects of mine and have started in some goals that will lead me into some very different areas.  To get to these areas I will have to put complete trust in God’s will for me.

Part of that trust is also a step of faith on my part.  Corporate prayer.  When I say corporate a lot of people get the missinterpretation that I mean in a business setting.  This is truly not the case.  Corporate prayer is any public prayer with 1 or more participants.  Typical corporate prayer is prayer geared towards the church, the community, our nation and those around us.  But it also brings us to a point of vulnerability and accountability.  Up to this point in my life, I’ve tended to keep my personal and spiritual life to myself.  It seems God doesn’t want it this way.  In the past week I’ve made some interesting decisions, some changes in my daily walk and some outward motions that I’m not all that comfortable with.  I’ve since made it a point to be faithful to our church’s Sunday afternoon/evening prayer service and the Tuesday morning Men’s prayer service.  Both prayer services have kindled a fire in my heart that I can’t explain.

Prayer is not something that comes easily to almost everyone at first.  Our bodies don’t want to sit still, want to fall asleep, our minds wander and our anxiousness increases, but when we continually pray and deliberatly pray, God puts those things at ease.

I invite anyone who reads this to challenge themselves to at least a monthly devotional time with their church body in corporate prayer.  Not only do we need it, but our churches, our families, our communities, our nation and our world needs that intersession.

As the oft quoted bible verse says:

if my people, who are called by my name, will humble themselves and pray and seek my face and turn from their wicked ways, then will I hear from heaven and will forgive their sin and will heal their land.
2 Chronicles 7:14

It’s a relief to know that God loves us no matter who, what, where we are and that we can always turn to him. I thank him daily for that blessing, that grace and that mercy, because I know, I’m not nearly close to what He expects of me.

Author: Paul
• Friday, October 17th, 2008

In Memory of Adam Gaspar:
Adam Gaspar

September 30th, 2008, my former boss and friend, Adam Gaspar passed away overnight in his home in Fairview, Ohio. He was diagnosed with a glioblastoma multiforme grade IV brain tumor in November ‘07 and given a year to continue his work here on Earth. The lives this man has touched will never forget the genuine heart, earnest desire to do better and the laughter he created. From his witty quips and palm readings to his business ethics and advice to his 6′8″ frame, Adam was a man to look up to.
The one thing that has stuck to me to this day was when he told me a little secret.
“Always make an effort to say at least one thing positive the moment you wake up and one thing positive before you go to bed.”
At that point in my life and career, I had been struggling a lot. Adam took this as an opportunity to share the wealth of love and kindness he has with me.
A short few years later, with both a heavy heart and excitement for new opportunities I left GFI to man my own shop. I regret that I didn’t spend more time with Adam when he was among us, but the time we did share and the paths that we did cross have influenced me tremendously.

So, to the man who had it all, life, love, a beautiful family and many friends, Egészségedre!
You will be missed here dearly, but your memories and your heart will live on.

“Blessed are the merciful,
for they will be shown mercy.
Blessed are the pure in heart,
for they will see God.”
Matthew 5:7-8(NIV)

Please try to attend the fund raisers at the following link. GFI Consulting

Also, a few other noted links for you to read about Adam’s life and death.
The Adam Gaspar Foundation
A HUGE Heart
Marty Whitford’s Eulogy